Something told me to listen for the baby this morning. Even though a day before that I listened for a good 20 min without hearing anything. It is pretty early for a fetascope anyways.
So I got out my fetascope and took a listen for a while, at first it was just bubbles and taps and not much more. I was wondering to myself if I should cave and ask the midwife to use the doppler at my 16 week appnt. since I've been worried about the baby for a variety of reasons and thought to myself how much I needed to hear it's heart. Then about 5 seconds later the baby rolled over, and then a sweet, tiny little heartbeat made itself known :) I cried, and felt such relief I didn't even realize I needed it that badly. This pregnancy feels official now, so weird. Earlier today I had a "holy crap, Im pregnant!" moment. Life has been a giant pile lately so.... ha, yes... yes I am pregnant.