I am feeling like a totally horrible mother. I have a 3.5 yr old who I've weaned as much as I could during pregnancy because it hurt so much. But, I actually believe in child-led weaning and my child was defintely NOT ready for mom to drastically cut down nursing. I had thought, "well when my breasts have milk after the baby I'll resume nursing DD on demand if she wants."
So now I have a 2 week old and my 3.5yr old wants to nurse frequently and I usually allow her to, but I can barely stand it! It used to feel so loving and enjoyable, and now it feels like nails on a chalkboard. Even having her ask me feels annoying to me! I hate the way I feel and it is totally unexpected. I don't want to feel annoyed w/ my DD especially over something we had both enjoyed for so long and used to be one of the few things I was proud of about my parenting (listening to my child that she wasn't ready to wean).
Anyone else felt like that?