Ladies, looks like I'm out... I think I've known for over a week. I've had mild cramping, I started wanting to drink my tea and eat Chocolate (which just the thought of would make me want to hurl) I haven't had my m/s and my energy level has picked up consideribly. I've got quite the little bump as I'm so short and thin, so we told most of our friends as I had to pull out all my maternity clothes, or wear my Yoga pants all the time :) I'm more upset at having to tell people than the actual MC. I have a firm what will be, will be mentality awnd I know there was a reason for this to happen even though I might not know what it is.
Vent: I just need to get this off my chest before we talk to MIL in the near future so I don't just ream her a new one (not the best relationship there...) After we told her specificly we were not telling everyone we were PG (just friends we see often) and asking her to do the same, she sent an email to everyone she knows telling them we are PG!!!!!! Well that is just great, not only now are we going to deal with telling out friends we also have to deal with all her friends telling us how sorry they are and "they just can't believe this happened" UUGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!
The thing is, I'm not sorry! Everything has a purpose, even if I don't know what it is. That is not to say I don't feel sad, but my life and my families lives continue. I am very greatful for my DS and love him very much. I'm happy with where we are and even though we plan on trying to have another child, our attitude was "if it happens AWESOME, if not we are blessed with one son and having two children might not have been in the plan for us."
I like to think this was a little boy and because I wanted a girl so badly, well you get the idea. Really I concieved while I had an IUD in and implanted after it was removed so we were worried about M/C which is why we didn't tell the world.
Thanks for letting me get this out. I know it is a little confusing and hard to read through, but I needed to get it off my mind.
Hugs and well wishes to all of you!!!