I had a baby 2.5 months ago, our 4th. We are done...really, really done having children. I've been so paranoid about not getting pregnant that DH and I have only had intercourse once in those 2.5 months, about 2 weeks ago. I used my diaphragm but didn't have any spermicide so I left it in for 12+ hours instead of the normal 4 to 6 just to make sure. The diaphragm was fitted to me after number 3 (just never used it.)
I am nursing/pumping full time and haven't had my period come back yet. But yesterday I felt a little crampy and had a very small amount of bleeding. I feel a little crampy on and off today. I've not had any bleeding today though. My fear is that this isn't a period but implantation bleeding (which I've had with my others).
I think it's probably too early for a test and I'm scared to take one anyway. If I don't take one then I can pretend I'm not pregnant, right? *hopeful eyes* I know that won't make the possibility go away but I never claimed to be entirely rational right now.
What I'm wanting is for someone to tell me that it's very unlikely that I'm pregnant. Can you do that honestly? Please?
(and is it too early for a test? I have one but only one and don't want to waste it if it's too early.)