Originally Posted by vydalea
This sucks. I'm thinking of you and sending baskets full of strength for you.
Speaking of baskets: Awesome scores at Ross! I miss ross, we had one in baltimore, of course but none here.
Thank you. Oh, and Ross-- OMG, I am so going to have to stay out of there! I need more CC bills like a hole in me head! I went back today, and holy cow, I found THREE Ben10 things for my ds! Each for like $5 or less! Now I hope they're the right ones...but for that price, who cares?
Originally Posted by DaughterOfKali
My recovery is slow and painful. By noon I'm wiped out and end up dozing. My insides feel twitchy and crampy...almost feels like when a fetus moves around. It's just weird.
I get queasy a lot. I get hungry but then can't eat much. Have to eat multiple mini meals.
I get weepy when I see babies on tv. I know that I probably wasn't going to have another child but to get that decision taken away hurts. I have to say goodbye to my heartfelt dream of having a daughter or just any healthy child.
I'm coughing and having bm problems (both extremes) which are all causing stress/pressure on my internal incision. Which leads to more pain and bleeding.
I'm lonely and hating being single.
It's difficult to think positive (other than being grateful that I'm alive.)
Also, got some bad news in the work department and I'm upset about losing income.
Just sad, tired, and sore.
Sorry to be so negative. I needed to get all my feelings out and I figure my pagan mama circle was the best venue for doing just that. Thanks for reading.
Oh, hon....I'm sorry you're feeling so icky This isn't going to sound encouraging right now, but, well... time takes time. You'll heal. And your emotions will, too. It's so early yet. Hang in there.
Originally Posted by redveg
(((hugs))) I am so sorry to hear this. I will keep him in my thoughts and prayers. I hope he can get a handle on it, I really do.
Thank you, redveg. Me too, of course.
Originally Posted by eyeamviolet
Blessings to all as the seasons change here in the NorthEast US. Life gets busy and I'm not as in touch with the changing world around me as much as I would like. I would like to find time to make it to at least High Holiday Rituals. Haven't found much in the way of community here in Eastern MA though. If anyone is out my way I would love to connect.
Welcome and MM! I am in NC, but hoping to be in MA soon. My house is for sale and nobody's come to see it, even though it's a sweet house and the price is right. If you read back in the archives, my high school sweetheart and I are back together after 35 years and we've been in a long-distance for two years now I really, REALLY want to be up there with him. This house can't sell fast enough for me.
Originally Posted by Valerie.Qc
Tending to the fire and doing more cooking is helping me feel more spiritual - I'm feeding my Kitchen Witch side and it feels great!
Samhain/Halloween : It's hard. Honoring the Deads, the Ancestors just bring so many emotions... It's about a month away from Mom's death first anniversary (Nov. 29)... I still haven't been able to visit her grave... Think I'll try to do some sort of releasing ritual and/or attempt to communicate with her to find some relief.
Both kids will go Trick or Treat. I need to sew an apron for DD2's costume (Pippi) and find something to hold her braids. Bought fake lashes glue to turn DS into a werewolf with our dog's shedding. I much prefer homemade costumes!
Me, too, Valerie; now that I can EAT again I am making all sorts of things! NOMMY chicken tonight, in the oven. I need to make another soup again soon! The last one was pork and kale and yellow squash and onions.
Originally Posted by witchygrrl
I'm in MetroWest too:) Welcome to our circle.
I hope to be, soon, too Like....by Spring would be nice.