My DD is 2 weeks old, and I'm still working diligently to build a supply, but without supplementation she was not gaining and not pooping. Again, my milk didn't seem to come in correctly, and though there is some there, it is not nearly enough.I really thought that a combination of factors contributed to my issues last time, and had prayed this wouldn't happen again. Unfortunately, it isn't any easier this time, and in some ways feels more heart wrenching than it did the first time, because of all the planning and hoping I did that this time would be different. To all of you experiencing this,
; I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Some days are easier than others, for sure, but I struggle every moment with this, feeling as though my depression and the insane routines (SNS, pumping, etc.) interferes with my bonding and enjoyment of my daughter.Anyway, I'm posting here because I'm one of those people who has a hard time accepting that things just are the way they are - I feel like I need a concrete answer as to why my body doesn't work correctly. I'm also confused because my breasts DID grow during pregnancy, at least 2 cups sizes, and they do not meet the typical IGT profile. For me, it seems like there is some hormonal issue that prevents my milk from fully coming in and making it fast enough, because it *seems* as though they developed properly during pregnancy.
I have a history of anxiety disorder, and I was also very sick during my pregnancies, with extreme hyperemesis (I had to have a PICC line for several weeks) this last time. Does anyone else feel that their low milk supply is primarily a hormonal rather than a physical thing? I know they can be related, as well. I did have my thyroid checked last time and it was ok, and I don't have PCOS, so those type of hormonal causes can be ruled out. I guess I will never know the real cause, but it's so frustrating to me that more $$ and resources can't be devoted within the medical community to this issue, which seems to be becoming more and more common! I have a hard time believing that SO many women simply have IGT. To me, this explanations seems a blanket label to place on many women who've tried everything, but haven't had luck with full milk supplies. I mean, there are obvious cases, for sure, but I feel that there is more to it than this. Any thoughts?








