Breastfeeding was frustrating today, he is just too small to get a grip on my nipple without the shield and the shield kept slipping off and he was getting so frustrated as was I.
I just gave in after about 10 minutes of him trying his hardest and bottle fed.
My supply is doing good so I think I will wait until we are home to work on breast feeding as I will be able to relax more and not worry about people walking by and the like.
That plan seemed to work well with pumping so Im hoping it goes the same with breast feeding.
I was just so defeated feeling, I started crying and my poor husband didnt know how to console me.....I have a lot of body image issues and my breasts are the biggest part of the so this is just another reason to hate them.
Good news is Jaspers doing great, its so hard to walk away from him in the evenings and I refuse to leave if he is not asleep, It hurts to think about him being awake and all alone there....I cannot wait to get him home so I can love on him 24/7