I've got yet another baby who wants mama 24/7. Due to her latch issues, I've been hesitant to introduce any bottles, and she basically nurses every hour anyway. Which more or less means I can't leave the house for more than 30 minutes at a time. I've been on a few 30 minute runs, but I took DS with me both times. I can hear her scream when I shower (and she screams during EVERY shower), so that's not really "me" time. I scarf down my food, rush through my showers, I can't put her down for more than 1-2 minutes during the daytime hours. Basically I put her down, she starts screaming, and then I rush to change DS, or to pee. And I try to talk to DH about it and he just stares at me. I might as well be talking about the laundry. And the girl doesn't go to sleep sleep until 1AM. I basically nurse her continually starting at about 8:30. It's rare that I can make it until she actually goes down. Usually she's on/off/on/off the breast while I snooze. But it means I can't get up after she goes to sleep to grab a snack.
I'm going bonkers here. And please, if you just can't bear to put your baby down/have no problem with the 24/7 someone on you all the time, just don't weigh in. I don't want to hear it.
How can I get some alone time? How can I unwind? HALP!