Hi ladies. Well, it's 2 am and I am wide awake because 1) I had to pee, 2) I am dying of thirst, 3) extreme nausea, and 4) I am having a mild panic attack from our news yesterday. I decided to come downstairs so I don't bother DH, he has been up with DD the last 2 nights since I have been so tired. Nights are always the worst for me in terms of panic attacks. When there is nothing else to occupy my mind it can really wander. I might just watch some TV and then go back to bed when everyone else is getting up :(
We plan on telling the families that we are expecting today, but I am debating not telling them it's twins. I really haven't had time to process the news myself, and I am so fragile about it I am not sure if I am ready. It would probably help to have their support, but I have so much fear about the situation I feel like holding it in until I figure it out (or I explode).
Tenzi, you are right. My friend who is prego right now is also worried about her first. It is probably a very normal reaction and in my case amplified by expecting 2 little ones, all the hormones, and my natural tendancy to worry too much!!!
Luckily DH will be up in a couple hours. I feel like I really need his help to calm me down again.