Thank you so much for all the support ladies. It helps so much to have a place where people understand.
I'm doing OK. I'm obviously dissappointed and upset but at the same time there's a bit of relief that it happened so quickly. I think I knew in my heart when all my symptoms dissappeared by Tuesday evening that this baby was not going to stick, so I'm somewhat glad the uncertainty didn't drag on. I had a little internal conversation with the baby Wednesday and told him (I don't know why but I feel like it was a boy) that I really wanted him to stay but if he couldn't and needed to go it was OK. That actually helped me immensely, although I'm not sure why.
Ava's Mama, I hope you are doing OK today too, and that your DH is more understanding.