I am just laughing and laughing so I can't type back to you two! I was only MIA because I work 7am-8pm on Tuesday, so I couldn't update, and then I had to be in at 7 am today (my day off) because they switched our patients to today so we could go out for our Holiday party friday, but then all my patients cancelled except for my first one, so I worked 7-845 and now I'm home!
Sherry- the EWCM makes me excited for you too, it is supposed to be a very good sign after O but before AF because it means something spiked your estrogen... I hope that something is a bitty baby! I see what you mean about DH- it sounds like you both need the opportunity for another baby in your lives. I think for your DD, knowing it is a possibility gives her more time to prepare, also if you were fertile to start, there's hope that it won't affect her. How many DPO are you now? I love the fertility store/clinic idea! I would also love to tell me work to eff off and commute to NYC to run a fertility store. Is it DH job that brought you to Brooklyn? I am not a city girl either, but I am toying with the idea of Times Square for NYE- I figure hopefully I won't ever have the chance again to do it so I should now, but I haven't shared that with DH- will will probably squash my dreams like a bug! I mean realistically where would we stay, its effing cold outside and you're standing in one place for hours and hours... but the girl in me says I'll sleep on the streets and pee in a diaper just take me to NYC!
indie- that is amazing about your friend, I also long for the day of a baby kicking, I really think it all seems kind of fake until you have a little belly and can feel the baby move. I mean, I haven't gotten a BFP yet to know fake feelings from real feelings.... but the progesterone supp. makes the 2ww feel like pregnancy, so I'm not sure when pregnancy will feel real to me. I just want the BFP to find out. Did they figure out what was causing her m/c's? SO scary, I'm sure it was so hard for her to even get a BFP not knowing if it would last. Have a great trip in the mountains, make the best of it. I am an introvert as well, I love my close friends, but I hate too many people, I just don't socialize well. I guess thats why I like my job, I do much better one on one.
So I did my trigger last night, my right follicle petered out at 12 mm, but the left had 19.3 and 16.3 or something like that, and my estrogen was up to 670something so I am pretty psyched. I am going to put all my eggs in one basket and just be super hopeful this is it, because hopeful or not hopeful, it still hurts like hell when AF comes. I have lots of treat planned for myself, I have a minifacial and salt glow massage on Friday (work Christmas party/spa day) then I am going to get a relaxation massage next Wednesday. I hve acupuncture today and next Wed, going shopping with a cousin & her 2 girls today, going into Boston for date night with DH on Saturday (after he finishes his final- YAY!), then inlaws til Christmas Eve, home for Christmas Day and off Monday, then Test day will be 12/29. Yay! I am last in line agaaaain. I just can't catch up to your O days.
I am off now to get my eyebrows waxed and go to acupuncture, I wanted to get a pedicure too but I don't really have time, pooey.