I swear that every time I talk myself into being more comfortable and okay with my stage of the pregnancy, something else happens!!!
Today, after spending all day running around with a kiddo who got hurt at school (She's mostly okay!) I came home and was just chilling out with her in my bed.
I got up to pee and found a blood clot when I wiped. No other blood, just that one, not even a penny sized clot.
So of course I freak out. I called DH in tears, I called my OB's office despite them being closed, and all of my previous miscarriage stuff came flooding back.
And now I don't know what to think. I feel fine, I can feel the baby moving now and then and I just had my nuchal scan on Monday and the baby was perfect, if a little silly. (Every time the tech tried to get a shot of the back of the baby's neck, it would flip over and show us it's bum!)
I don't know if I can keep dealing with the fear and scares every time I turn around!
Is anyone in the same boat? or have they been? I guess I just need some advice to help me get to a point where I can accept that if something is going to happen, it will happen and I can't stop it yet. :(
Is there a hypnobabies that helps you get over 8 miscarriages and a traumatic life, because right now I'm not sure I can do another 27 weeks with a freak out or scare every week!