Need to know im not the only one

[totallyhadenuff]

hi all,

this is my first time on here. i have to be honest im not really sure how it even works. i have a really bad issue with insane jealousy. had a tough time in my life and unfortunately im suffering now. it all started a month after my mum died when i was 17 i am now 27. i am now with a man......the best man in the world.....my husband and i just want to get better for him for me but most importanly for us as a couple and a family. i have a little boy of 5 who is my world. so everythings great except this awful problem that i am living with, that none of my family understand and i dont know what to do anymore.

i want to talk about it more and get some feedback but before i tell u all the details does anyone have this or ever had it or know anyone that does. its awful and i truly wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy. please dont think im stupid i admit wholeheartedly i have a problem. i went to the doctors before my son was born and saw a counsellor for a year. i then met my man that i have known technically for over ten years. we got together in april 2010 and are now married. the counselling cant have worked and i have this week gone back to the doctors to get tablets and have to return in two weeks to get further help...so believe me im trying but i have an illness and it so hard to get people to understand that this is not something i want to do.

its making me very sad and i know it is my husband too.

k x

[Viola]

I'm sorry you are suffering with this.  Welcome to the Mothering boards.  I think if you want to get more feedback on your problem, you should post this either in Personal Growth: http://www.mothering.com/community/f/12/personal-growth

or Parents as Partners: http://www.mothering.com/community/f/41/parents-as-partners

[totallyhadenuff]

thank u so much i will do that :-)