i want to talk about it more and get some feedback but before i tell u all the details does anyone have this or ever had it or know anyone that does. its awful and i truly wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy. please dont think im stupid i admit wholeheartedly i have a problem. i went to the doctors before my son was born and saw a counsellor for a year. i then met my man that i have known technically for over ten years. we got together in april 2010 and are now married. the counselling cant have worked and i have this week gone back to the doctors to get tablets and have to return in two weeks to get further help...so believe me im trying but i have an illness and it so hard to get people to understand that this is not something i want to do.
its making me very sad and i know it is my husband too.