Deborah: Thank you for sharing your story with us :) I also enjoyed reading the poem. It really does hit home. I don't have endo but i have delt with cysts and the rupturing of those cysts since i was very young. I too started my cycles when i was 11 and was put on BCP at a very early age to try to help with the heavy flow that i had. I would also bleed for like 2 or 3 weeks a month then might go 3 or 4 months without a period and then the cycle would start again!!! it was very frustrating!!! Sending out big hugs!
Jukim: Big hugs!!! At least you get to start a fresh cycle!!! Don't give up yet...
Sourire: I hate that the medication was stopping you from bleeding because it was blocking it, but at least it allowed your lp to hold out a little bit longer. I really want you to get a BFP soon though!!! You deserve it!!! :)
Renavoo: DD has told me personally that she doesn't want anymore babies ...not that i think she wouldn't love another brother or sister, but she's happy being 1 of 2 instead of 1 of 3. We'll see though.
AFM: The plastic surgeon's office called me today to let me know that my fees would be due 30 days before my surgery. Then i RE-reminded them that my insurance will be changing at the first of the year!!! BLAH!! They told me to get them my new information as soon as i can so that we can make sure that we can still do the surgery on the same day that we have planned right now. I have a feeling that that won't be happening...but we will see. I just know that i can't come up with the $3000 it's going to be now in a month!!! When we were going to do it before they decided to change our insurance i was only going to have to pay $100. BIG difference!!! I can't afford to take out a loan right now either. My only option is to cancel the surgery, get pregnant, or ask my family for the money....i would rather just get a BFP on christmas morning so i don't have to worry about it lol. I did get some good news from work though. I GOT FIRST SHIFT!!!!!! YAY!!! I will be working 7a-2p sun-wed off thursday and friday then 530a-130p on saturday!!! YAY!!! I'm super super excited!! There are a couple of people who will be upset that i got 1st shift though! I don't have as much seniority as they do, but my supervisor told me the other day that she told the new manager these exact words (they were going to put me on 3rd shift) she said "you can not wait the talents of my best dispatcher on 3rd shift!!!" HEHE, i got a little giddy lol. I'm really praying for everyone to get a BFP soon!!! I think we all have been thru enough over the years...it's time!!!!