Im tearing up typing this.
I think Roland's weaning. he doesn't ask anymore. He used to push on my breasts and do this noise, like I imagined how you'd express a question mark without words.
He hasn't done that in weeks. I'll offer if I notice he's not going down for a nap willingly or down to bed willingly.
On one hand, I do NOT want to tandem nurse. He was SO demanding as a baby, VERY high needs. Even when I needed him to take a bottle- when I took a class, NOPE. Only ON TAP MOM PLEASE.
And I miss nursing him but not how he nurses now where it hurts and there's no milk.
I feel so guilty and rotten getting pregnant when I wanted to let him self-wean at whatever age he chose. :(