Is it irrational to fear that I'll have a problem going back to having my breasts be for "play" instead of feeding? I don't know if my perception can be the same now, after all this time, plus the time that it'll be until we wean. Did anyone else have this feeling?
Your perception of your breasts for play will return post-nursing. I was worried about the same thing, but once my milk dried up and my hormones went back to normal, it surprised me how my perception of my anatomy totally went back to how it was pre-pregnancy. It's interesting how I don't even view my breasts for nursing at all now. It's like the whole concept of nursing is foreign to me, even though I did it all of these months prior! My breasts are solely just anatomical and sexual to me now... like a switch flipped in my brain. Mother nature sure put a lot into this design!