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Alone at Christmas... non-vaxing and a "menace"

post #1 of 69
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So my family has always opposed us since we stopped vaxing (my 6 year old had terrible reactions and now is mildly autistic; we stopped vaxing him at 6 months and my second son has never been vaccinated.)  But I was the first to have children.  Now that my brother has a child, and has decided that we are dangerous, we've been cut off from my family.  My husband is a pilot and rarely around.  My inlaws are fair about our choices, but they live far away.  We moved to this area because my mother said she would help me with the kids.  That obviously no longer holds true.


I'm learning that sticking to my guns in terms of my children is an empowering thing. I won't regret that.  But I have to admit being by myself during the holidays is hard.  DH is at a new job; he won't hold T-day or Christmas off for many years.  My brother recently told me that I'd destroyed our family with my decision to not vaccinate; that until I do so, none of them can accept me or my children.  I've always been the pleaser in my family; when he confronts me with "scientific" facts that I know to not be true, I stay silent.  It's habit.  I have 2000 hours logged in pediatric immunology and vaccine theory, so I am far from ignorant.  But no one wants to hear me so I don't bother.


This is where I am.  They will not change.  So I need to learn to deal with that.  But I am incredibly depressed.  This is the first time in my life I will be alone for the holidays.  My boys do not understand what's going on.  I don't even know how to lie to protect their feelings.  It's strange, because all my close friends (90% vaccinate fully) understood our decision and didn't give me a hard time in the least.  But my own blood have disowned me.


I don't want this to be a pity post, but I'm wondering if there are others on this board who have lost their families because of not vaxing.  I could use a little pick me up, I admit.  This is a lonely place to be.





post #2 of 69

Shame on them. I am so, so sorry this is happening to you. You know, this is the price you have to pay to keep your children healthy. We can't choose our families, and often, they are the ones who disappoint us the most. Someday, I believe the truth will come out about how dangerous vaccines really are. Until then, we face incredible persecution for our beliefs. I'm so glad you are able to stay strong through all of this, and I hope you can find the strength to endure.



Please take comfort in the fact that you are a wonderful mother!


post #3 of 69
I am sure you can make the holidays the best experience for your boys and yourself and without being under pressure to please your family. Wishing you wonderful time :)
Edited by busybumblebee - 2/19/14 at 6:03am
post #4 of 69
Thread Starter 

Thank you so much.  Your response really made me feel better today.  Hugs.

post #5 of 69
Thread Starter 

Thank you so much.  And you were smart not to share your decision. Something I've learned moving forward.

post #6 of 69

Ugh and yet if they were so secure in their decision to vax why would they be afraid of your kids?


My SIL is a psychopath when it comes to anything I believe...not-vaxing, "extended" Bfing (or even bfing past 6 months), and especially when it comes to circ. She challenges me on every single one every single time I see her which is very rare now.


She even tried to get DH to take me to court to get my medical custody taken away so he could force vax her (she obvs has no clue about the laws or anything b/c DH could take her without any of that and get it done) but of course he is 100% on the same page as me.


She circ'ed her son so everytime I post anything against circ or say we will leave our future sons intact she flips out..


She thinks every article I post or mention or anything is a direct attack on her and her "parenting choices"

post #7 of 69

That is just ridiculous. Sadly, they probably won't change their minds any more than you will change yours. It is neither logical nor rational. Ask your brother if he thinks everyone else who comes in contact with his child is fully vaccinated. Care takers, Grandparents, aunts, uncles, neighbours, etc. Of course, they are not. That is the reality that many of these "morons" fail to acknowledge. They refuse to let their kids be around other kids who are not vaccinated, but don't realize that most adults have either not had most of these vaccines, or they are not up to date ont he ones they had as children. And of course, like a PP said, isn't their fully vaccinated child supposed to be protected anyways??? This is just wrong. If that was my family, I'd be up one side of them and down the other. I would let them have it, then tell them to stay out of MY life until they develop some common sense. Heck, I'm livid just reading your post! Stand your ground. You don't need people like that in your life. It's sad, and I know that they are family, but THEY made the decision to be totally irrational, and you don't need anyone judging you for your choices regarding YOUR children. 

I hope you have a wonderful Christmas without them!

post #8 of 69

That's nuts, I'm sorry.  Shouldn't all their vaccinations cancel out your kids lack of vaccinations?  Obviously their vaccinations do not mean anything.


post #9 of 69

I'm sorry for the situation you're in. And I totally understand how sad this whole thing is since you feel like you AND your kids are going to be alone. What's up with people being afraid of non vaxed kids? Aren't shots supposed to protect? If they don't, why vax? I've heard about so many non vaxed children getting kicked out of playgroups recently. Stay strong, the health of your children is important. Try and make the best of it. Maybe create a new Christmas tradition? I'm sending hugs... hug2.gif

post #10 of 69

Ok He seems to think vaccinating his children is pointless because it makes them susceptible to every germ.. that would be HIS choice to stay home and isolate his kids.. but for your mom to decide you're not allowed to come over?? That's messed up and I'm really sorry to hear they are so ignorant and hurtful. You would think  your mom would be smarter and support her child. If ANYTHING you should be worried his vaxed shedding kids would get you AND anyone who's been vaxed sick. Not the other way around.  This guy is not on his right rocker. Is your WHOLE family saying this? Could you just lie? If it was just him I would say ok better stay home because I'M going!


My SIL and actually MIL are VERY pro vax. I acually haven't heard lately how dd is going to get polio in awhile. Maybe MIL did some research. Maybe she read some of my FB posts. But they were vehemently pro. I'm actually a little worried that they did something behind my back b/c MIL had the nerve to cut my dd hair when she last saw her! But no one's ever banned me from their house. As a matter of fact their vaccinated behinds are ALWAYS sick. They are ALWAYS in the ER for pnemonia. DD had a single cold year one and one year 2 but this month been bad (3). I would spend more time with them if they weren't always so sick. And they never corralate their boosters with the pnemonias they come down with every year. It's ALWAYS right after they get seriously ill.



post #11 of 69

I think he's nuts. From the science point of view, your kids are in danger from his kids.


Some people are bullies - if it wasn't the vax issue, he'd find something else to bully you with. It's a pity your mom cowered to him. If it's any consolation, at least you've seen his true colors - as horrible as it may sound, maybe you don't need that kind of family around you. It's a huge loss, but you can't make him normal and nice.

post #12 of 69

it's amazing to me that the people who are so "pro science" are also the most ignorant.  I'm sorry that this happened with your family, I am lucky that my family supports my choice (actually encourages it) but I have lost friendships that I thought were important to me.  Live and learn.

post #13 of 69
Originally Posted by shiningpearl View Post

it's amazing to me that the people who are so "pro science" are also the most ignorant.  I'm sorry that this happened with your family, I am lucky that my family supports my choice (actually encourages it) but I have lost friendships that I thought were important to me.  Live and learn.


I don't think science is the issue here. His bullying just coincides with what most of society supports right now, and that gives him a great platform and justification to be nasty.


He's not pro-science because he does not even understand the underlying science. At all. Science-wise, he's useless.


If he lived in a different time and society, he'd probably be all "spare the rod, spoil the child", or "let's witch hunt", or something to that effect. Does not have to be scientific, he's just looking for some crowd-accepted dogma.

post #14 of 69

Oh, man. That's terrible. I can't believe your mom went for this. Does she agree or is he making the decisions? What I don't get about people like this is that vaccines can protect against what, 10-12 diseases (some not easily transmitted), but there are SO many other things they could get- 5th's disease, TB, other strains of the flu, etc. If you're that scared of them catching a VPD, are you that scared of everything else? And your 6 month old isn't old enough to be fully vaxed anyway; is your brother avoiding all kids until they are done getting their vaccines? Does he have every vaccine on the schedule? I want to scream at him for you!


Celebrate the holidays with your husband when he IS off work, and then do something special with your kids on the actual day. I know this hurts, and you're being terribly mistreated. I am really sorry.

post #15 of 69

Is your DH's job based where your are living, or could you move closer to inlaws?

I'm really sorry that your mother is allowing your brother to manipulate the entire family. What he is doing is wrong. Honestly, Id be tempted to just lie in this case. He isnt going to budge, you love your family, they arent abusive towards you or your children, and the ONLY thing that is keeping you seperated is an a**hole who is controlling your life because he thinks he knows it all. Id be tempted to tell him that you have reconsidered your stance and that you have decided that family is more important than your stance on vaccinations. I dont typically advocate lying, but in this situation your brother is being ridiculous and your entire family is just going along blindly with what he says is "safe" for his kids.
post #16 of 69

Wow I actually just came on here to post myself about a similar situation we are having with DD and my family.  I have never posted before, just read but after a "family meeting" we had today I really felt the need to post.  My SIL is newly pregnant so they no longer feel its safe to be around my nonvaxed DD.  Her mother lost a pregnancy to rubella 30 yrs ago in Portugal so she is very afraid she will catch rubella from DD.  They want to cut us out of their life completely during her pregancy and while the baby is a newborn.  I have never heard of something like this happening and it is so hurtful.  Feel like they think DD is a walking plague or something!!  She is very healthy and only gets an occasional cold and I am still breastfeeding her at 22 mos. 


Obviously with Christmas being right around the corner this couldn't happen at a worse time.  It's only me and my brother so my parents are torn.  They don't want to take sides but I just can't believe that a family could split up over this.  DH family is in another state and we were just there for Thanksgiving so won't be flying back there for Christmas.  Really have no idea what is going to happen since they won't be in the same room with DD.  We tried to talk it out with my brother this morning but he is completely closed minded and was screaming at me within 5 minutes.  I couldn't even get a word in and he pretty much kicked us out of his house. Think he feels like because we choose not to vax that all diseases are going to come back.  He is just so angry.


I am confident in our decision to not vax but when things like this happen it makes me start to question our choices.  Thats why I always come on this forum to read about other mothers who have similar beliefs since it's so hard not really having anyone around who understands.  I honestly believe they are being completely extreme in their decision and seems like we should be able to come to some sort of middle ground but after this mornings conversation I don't think that is going to happen.  I know DD is not the only other nonvaxed child around but they are more then willing to go about living their life and doing everything else EXCEPT see DD.


Not trying to steal from OP but just wanted to let you know that you are not alone and was hoping to get some support myself because feeling very depressed today.



post #17 of 69
Originally Posted by DoubleDouble View Post



Some people are bullies - if it wasn't the vax issue, he'd find something else to bully you with. It's a pity your mom cowered to him. If it's any consolation, at least you've seen his true colors - as horrible as it may sound, maybe you don't need that kind of family around you. It's a huge loss, but you can't make him normal and nice.

This is what I was thinking.


Is it really a vaccination issue or is he just  annoyed he cannot control you/ you are doing something different than him?


I bet if it were not vaccination, it would be something else.


Are you open to quietly inviting a family member over for cookie decorating or some such thing?  Not your brother (obviously) but someone else?  You will never know their responses unless you try.  


If reaching out to family fails at this point in time,  keep yourself busy others ways.  Friends, community events, volunteering.  I know it is not the same - but staying busy may help.


I am so sorry you are dealing with this.  hug2.gif






post #18 of 69

Grace's mom that is insane!

post #19 of 69
Thread Starter 

Everyone, thank you so, so much.  This forum is not only a wealth of information, but a really necessary support group.  It has given me strength many times, particularly right now.  Just trying to respond to everyone's kind and helpful words...

Yes.  If vaccines supposedly protect one's child, why are they worried about mine??  *shrug*  He has said repeatedly that "the topic is not up for discussion".  What he means is, that I may not discuss it.  But they all feel very free to discuss how my decision goes against an entire medical community.  I hear that phrase so often.  I want to point out that Thomas' developmental ped is one of the top in the U.S., and he agrees with us wholeheartedly.  But... that's not up for discussion. 


I know what you mean about your SIL, sosurreal, that she thinks everything is an attack.  Really, it's all about fear.  And the more fearful and ignorant someone is, the more irrational they become.  My husband, who never says a bad word about anyone, got off the phone with Chris and said he was delusional.  Chris (brother) had called Ry (my hubby) and screamed at him in the cockpit over this mess.  Ryan was sitting next to his captain and couldn't respond, so he had to sit there and be blasted.  And then he had to fly a plane full of people around.  Seriously, that's insane. 


Part of me wants to just to open up and let them have it.  I did with with my mom... the first time in my life I did.  It's new for me to open my mouth with them, but I'm working on it. Chris is very entitled and not used to having anyone say no to him, and he can be very scary.  But that argument will eventually come.


I did tell my mom that no matter what her opinion was, she should have stayed out of it, rather than picking sides.  But the dynamic where Chris is the favored child and always right was created long ago.  Chris is so upset that I didn't vaccinate, that SHE is a wreck.  She told me I had to vaccinate the boys so it was easier for Chris to see them.  Once someone says something like that, you know they're a lost cause.


The point made that if it wasn't this issue, he'd bully me over something else?  True.  That's why everyone is so upset.  Because I said NO to something Chris wanted.  That never happens.  I may be a pushover but I'll be damned before someone else forces me to vax my children because it incoveniences them!!


Adaline's mama: Ryan works in Vegas.  We're in NY.  Originally he was going to keep commuting; I have a really wonderful network of friends who care for us while he is away.  That's worth a lot.  But all of this has definitely made us consider moving to another base.  Phoenix, probably, where he could hold a good schedule, we could support ourselves so much better financially, and THERE'S A PHILOSOPHICAL EXEMPTION.  Sorry, I had to shout that one.  ;)  NY is rough. 


We are going to celebrate with Ry and my inlaws on the 23rd.  On the 24th, the boys are in our church pageant, and my best friend and her kids are coming over.  Christmas morning, my parents are supposed to be dropping by... and my other brother too.  He doesn't agree with our not vaxing, but he tends to be more rational and his wife is a hippie.  :)  So this is nothing new to her. 


I'm becoming less sad that we're missing out on the big celebration on Christmas Eve.  We will create our own holiday our own way.  Thank you to all of you for helping empower me and feel better about this.  Huge hugs.







post #20 of 69
Thread Starter 

Grace's Mama:


I am so, so sorry. Gentle hugs and understanding coming from this way. 


We had the same situation, with my brother screaming any time we tried to discuss it.  Again, it's fear.  You cannot change that in him.  I would love if he (and my brother) would do a little reading, educate themselves a bit, and calm down.  Not up to us, but it does seem terribly unfair.


Yes, of course, their baby will be exposed to many other non-vaxed (or partially vaxed) people.  But your brother is taking this as a personal affront.  He shouldn't be, but like I said... fear.  It's a powerful thing. 


I know it's depressing.  I wish I could give you a big hug right now, hon!  Family can be wonderful and really terrible too, because we're affected so much by it.  But this is *your* daughter and *your* family you've created, with strength of heart, mind, and spirit.  That needs to be respected by all, and if they cannot respect it, then the distance your brother feels is necessary may be necessary for you too. 


I hope that we can support you through this.  I'll say a prayer for you today.



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