Could really use some help!

[alyssatuininga]

So I am 35, mother of 3 boys. Still nursing my 3yr old a few times a day. Have had 2 miscarriages (pregnancies #3 and #5). My dh doesn't want more kids and I do. We are using a diaphragm right now although I keep hoping maybe we will have an oops.Since my first child my periods have been really normal (once LAM is over). I had my mc in Jan and my cycles have all been 28-30 days since then. 

I am currently on day 38 of this cycle. We had dtd on day 12 and on day 17 I had some spotting (I was thinking it must be ovulation spotting but I have never had such a thing). I am feeling off especially with smells and food. Not particularly more tired than usual, breasts are sore but could be normal PMS. 

I took at CBL digital test on day 30 and it said not pregnant. I took a dollar tree test on day 33 with fmu and it was negative. I figured if it was negative then that I wasn't pregnant and my period would come but still nothing. Finally broke down and talked to a friend irl and she thinks I should test again tomorrow. Is it worth it? Does anyone think there is still a chance i could be pregnant?

I really don't want to talk to my dh about this (although he does know I am late) and I am afraid to talk about it with my friends because it is likely nothing. Honest opinions please!

[mamaforever]

Sorry you did not get any replies.... So do you have an update?  I say yes, it's certainly possible that you could be pregnant.  Please update if you're still checking this thread!