Oppinions wanted on ovulation and conception after miscarriage

[Violetamor]

Aloha, My DH and I experienced a devistating MC middle October, I was about 8 weeks along.  We tried again and I thought that I had conceived because I felt such a strong intuition of conception. I took a pregnancy test and it was positive, this was about 4 weeks after the MC. We were really happy. Then I noticed that I wasn't having symptoms like I was before so I took another test and it was negative this was about 6 weeks after I thought I conceived which would have been halloween.  Devastation again.  I had 1.5 days of light bleeding that was dark pink in color. I was nervous but since it was so light I thought implantation bleeding, this was about the first week in November. I took another test today, negative.  :(. 

Here's the confusion: I feel pregnant but no symptoms.  Maybe I want to be pregnant so bad that I'm tricking myself. Also I have not had a moon since August. Hormones are going crazy!

Anyone else experience this. Advice and opinions welcome.

[Babes in arms]

Are you charting?

[Violetamor]

No I'm not charting. I usually go by mucous. I should probably start charting though..I've never had issues getting pregnant before this. I'm trying for blessing #5.

[halifax40]

So very sorry for your loss in October.

Out of curiosity, did you test out your hcg after your M/C before getting a +hpt 4 weeks later...some women take a long time to completely clear hcg after a loss and 4 weeks would not be unheard of. That might explain the + followed a couple of weeks later by a negative..especially where you have stated that you have not had a period yet since your M/C. Sorry you are going through this.