This will probably be long, so bare with me. I went to a Baptist church with my grandma my whole life. I spent my summer's at Word of Life Island. I was very into my church. When I went out on my own I lost faith, not totally, but I was not living the way I should of been. I began to lean towards Paganism, and found that I was just leaning towards NFL (which is how I was brought up by my parents) So I have been just floating through my life with no "eternal" path. Just living. I have had many ups and many downs. I realize now, that I need someone to turn to. I MISS my faith. My dp always said he was an aitheist. I never really questioned him. We have been sending ds to church with his grandma. The other day dp said he wanted to start going to church. I actually got butterflies in my tummy. I asked him why, and he said he has no direction in his life. I didn't realize until he said that how MUCH I needed to "come home". We have been talking tonight since he got home from work about what this means to us, and our family. I told him that I want our children to have something that they can believe in. I am nervous about going back to church after sooo many years. I want to be able to put faith in God in all area's of my life. I want my dc to know the love that I had from my faith growing up. It was so inspiring and powerful. I guess now I want to "meet" some christian mama's. I know that I am going to have many questions etc... in the weeks to come. So if you want to help me on my "new" journey, let me know 
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