Hope all had a great New Year's... nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww get ready to here me bitch and whine.
I feel like CRAP! I don't know what the heck is "normal" and what isn't anymore. I keep getting paranoyed flashes of how I felt before my miscarriage (major headache which in turn made me feel nauseous and super cranky), and I'm freaking myself out. Yesterday all day I was so dizzy and felt like I was going to pass out. I got my bp taken, 99/65. Well, no wonder. Then the headache started (and is still loving me up currently. Grrr.) So I called my ob/gyn just in case, and those losers told me that I need to go to my primary for an evaluation. Really?! Because my PRIMARY knows anything?! I don't even know what to do with myself. And I started hysterically crying last night to my husband that I don't want to have another miscarriage and I don't want my dog to die (he's 5 and absolutely fine). Hi. Mental case. Right here. So all in all, my ailments are... clearly emotional, headache, dizzy, exhausted, nausea intermittently, bloated basically only where my uterus would be (not my belly), sore boob, starting to pee a lot, hating my digestive track, okay... now I want to cry again. Wahhh!!! I'm only 5 weeks, 3 days. Should I really be such a mental case right now?
Someone talk me off a ledge here. And please let me know what you think about my ob/gyn referring me to my PRIMARY for my bp and headache?
caly: Since my mastectomy and reconstruction surgery... I've learned quiteeee a bit about boobs and bras. Do yourself a favor, and go get measured. Nordstrom's was awesome. After my surgeries I got measured at a 32DD. If you saw me, you'd think I look like a B. Before my surgery I had always worn a 36A. Not even in the REALM of what I should have been wearing. You don't have to buy any of the bras there either if you don't want. Just get measured. The ladies were awesome for me. I ordered a lot on eBay too, believe it or not. (PS. Do NOT get measured at Victoria's Secret. Awful, just AWFUL. I wear the bras, but they can't size for crapola)
ramzubo: Love the bump! And I'm jealous cause I just feel like a chub-a-lub with tight ill fitting jeans now. Lol.
boots: Let's just go cry in a closet somewhere together. Cause that's what I'm ready for today. And if it makes you feel any better... I'm 20 m-effing-lbs heavier than I was when I diagnosed with breast cancer. I can't even blame it on chemo! And I WAS doing zumba 2x a week, but now my Dr said to hold off until I see her so I just feel like a total load. Sighhhhhh.
I told you guys I'd be whining and bitchy. You were forewarned. Lol.