DS is almost 21 mo and I'm a SAHM, always been very close. We got pregs w/DS2 a bit before I felt ready, but are fine with that! However, I've been feeling more and more torn about this second child and what it's effect will be on our family and DS. He's my baby still, I'm not ready for him to grow up and be a big bro!
I think my main concern is how can I possibly love anything else like I love and care for him?? Is it possible, does it just happen? It must, I know, but I just can't fathom it now!
As for his feelings, I totally trust DH w/the newborn and have already told him he'll need to do something w/DS2 regularly so I can have alone time w/DS1 and I know he won't be starved for attention. I think it's really more me and my anxieties!
Whoever's BTDT, what are your experiences? Anyone in the same boat as me or am I being crazy? I am totally feeling some resentment towards the baby almost (though I'm excited and want him totally, of course), it's making me feel so guilty, please tell me I'm not the only one?