Hi fellow SN mamas,
Today has been such a hard day. My 9yo ds was supposed to go on a field trip but he got really anxious and didn't go. Life is getting more and more complicated and affected by his autism. There are so many things he can't do because of anxiety.
I'm a single mom and have sole physical custody and I spent so much time advocating and trying to get the appropiate help. It's a huge battle due to the recession and cut backs affecting social and educational services.
My stress levels have been alarming for years now and today I felt like I just can't go on. Just standing felt like hard work. I wish I good stay in bed for a week and have someone bring me tasty and healthy food. One can dream...
Thanks for reading!