I plan to wait, until March that is. That is about as long as I can wait. Even though I already *know* what I am having
dreams - Page 2
I had a dream last night where I was in labor. But I wasn't able to push and when I thought the baby was crowing, I pulled out my Keeper instead. And then after the Keeper, there was an old sock. Totally disgusting, but of course in the dream it made sense, sort of. I woke up having to pee and I'm wondering if the pressure led to the crazy labor dream. I never actually got to have the baby before I woke up though.
Another weird dream, this time a birth nightmare. I was in the hospital and somehow everyone left me, including my husband, and I had to give birth without a doula and the doctor convinced me the only way I could do this was a c-section. At one point, he/she was manually holding me open to try to get the baby out and they finally just cut me open. The baby was a sickly girl and I was crying because of how awful the birth had gone and I was convinced I had caused the baby to be ill. I was also really angry at DH for walking away in the middle of labor.
I'm taking this as a sign that whatever happens, my labor and birth can't be this bad.