I'm so super excited to be in the "20's" .....20w2d today...I can't believe how fast this is going! I'm getting nice movement all day now and can almost make out a knee or something every once in a while when she puts it a certain way!
It's funny to think that I could be half way...or not quite....or even less than half way! If the second half goes as quick as the first half, I'm going to be holding my baby girl in NO time.
To be honest, I can hardly wait. I feel so impatient this time. I love pregnancy and feel so silly for wishing this one away, as it is surely my last, but I've never ached so badly to meet a baby before. It is so strange to have started this pregnancy so shocked and negative...but now, I want this baby SO badly. I was never this impatient at this point in my last pregnancies. With my DD I got "itchy" for birth in the last few weeks and was REALLY badly wanting to have her. With my son, I never really got the chance to become impatient because he surprised us at 38 weeks. This time....I;m SO ready. NOW. I find myself absentmindedly slipping into birth visualizations...it's so weird. I want to give birth so bad. I want to skip this whole middle part, you know, the PREGNANCY!, and just go into labor and have her in my arms.
I just want to meet my little girl so bad. So, I guess don't stand too close to me, ladies, I have heard that impatience is contagious in pregnancy!!