So sorry for what you are going through Carmen. That is heartbreaking. I am sure the ladies here would love it if you stayed if you want to.
An OPK question....
I took a first response at 11am today (picture below) and then one at 3pm and 5:30.... the one at 3 was STARK white, while the one at 5:30 had a light line. Lots to drink before 3, so that explains it, but why is the 5:30 one so light? I have not been taking OPKs, but got some today since I had tons of EWCM and having ovulation pains.... Could I have missed the real peak on the OPK? We DTD last night and will tonight.... that covers our bases, right? Ovulation pains intense in the afternoon and are tapering off now. I am temping, so I guess we will have an answer hopefully in the morning.