Great pic, Gtree! I literally can not imagine being pregnant with twins! With DD, I never did get very big, I think my long torso kinda took it all. but the bbs... Goodness, in those first few weeks, I thought everything was fine 'til I saw the pictures later! I "shrank" quickly, except for them- I just underestimated the capacity of human parts to get so ginormous in so little time! And for me to be completely oblivious to the magnitude of the situation at the time!
SKJ I haven't gotten through a cycle without getting my hopes up- sometimes later, sometimes earlier, but I can't seem to keep my hopes down. I don't know what is up with that, sure wish I could control it myself. So, it's not like I have any zen advice, except that I try to stay busy, and I try not to beat mysel up about it- I'm pretty sure it's an unalterable part of my personality.
On my phone. More later!