I id it ! That is the only way I can put it
After 2 CS , 2 natural deliveries , another CS and then another normal delivery , I feel , there is nothing else , I am not able to do .
Really nothing !
This has been the most empowering experience in the World and I can only recommend anyone , who is thinking about it , to at least give it a try , it is soooo worth it !
Plus , it proves to me once again , that it is really a bunch of , when people ( especially those dressed in white ) , tell you , that it is sooo dangerous and you have to fullfill so many requirements , before you are ALLOWED to try ( hello , who the hell are you to tell me as an adult , what I am allowed to do ? )
Even though , I got pregnant barely 9 months after the last one , which got badly infected and didn´t heal well for a lot longer than normal , plus moved across 2 countries and did all kinds of things , that I probably shouldn´t have done ( like heavy lifting and that sort ) , I had no complications during the whole pregnancy , my water broke by itself when I was 11 days over the due date and the contractions , I had been having became regular . We arrived at the hospital about 7 pm and they checked me , to find out that I was 3 cm .
After that , I was more or less left alone , because they were so busy , which was nice , since I felt so little pain , that I slept almost all night .
The next morning , the midwife checked , and lo and behold , I was 9 cm and completely effaced
But then , once I was 10 , about an hour later , things stalled a bit , so , considering my history , the doctor asked , if it would be okay , if he would help me by getting her out with a vacuum , so I don´t have to push so hard and put strain on my scar .
I consented and he pulled her out , literally . I have to say , that was the only difficult , or rather very painful part , since I thought , he would just pull a bit with each contraction , but he just pulled her ALL THE WAY down in one try .
OHMYGOD , I thought , I would throw up and pass out at the same time , but one more good push on my part and she was out .
Plus , I didn´t have any problems at all with my scar , so it was definitely the right decision .
After seeing her big head , it would have taken a lot of effort on my part to get her down on my own , and I am sure , it would have taken a toll on my scar , so I am happy with the way it went .
My goal was NO RCS and I can live with the way it went and the big episiotomy I had . Very painful for several weeks , but nothing compared to the pain and discomfort after a CS .
All in all , thea easiest and best delivery , I ever had and I would do it all over again the same way , if I had to !!!