a very quick and sad update
last night they gave me something to help me sleep and to calm me down.I slept anyway...
so far I've managed to annoy the doctor to no end by demanding an ultrasound and just found out a very good friend if mine is calling her family friend in the morning... a perinatologist at Mount Sinai Hospital in Toronto to try to get me in with him before today is done. instead of not knowing where I'll be, I'll be with the creme de la creme
You will be in the best possible hands. There have been many times that we have considered heading into Mt. Sinai and Sick Kids from Kitchener. I am certain that you and your son will be ok. I can't imagine the worry and stress that you are feeling. I am sending lots of hugs and prayers your way.