This is my first post to this website, and I'm freaking out at the moment!
I dropped my 2 month niece earlier today, and I don't know how she is, my sister and mother took her to the doctor. She was bleeding from the mouth because she hit her head on the table, and had a bump on her head, my sister and mom were telling me these things are going to happen, but I can only freak out. The horror in my mind when I saw her on the floor. I felt so irresponsible and I don't want to hold her again without anyone around. These things are going to happen, I know, but I'm sick to my stomach about seeing that image of her on the floor. My mom said she wouldn't be screaming like she was if she was seriously injured. I hope so!
I don't know what to do to "not beat myself up"
Thanks, newmother1234(aunt also)