So i have been MIA for awhile, some major stress and pregnancy issues have kept me busy. Well yesterday after fighting to go to a midwife and get a natural birth, everything was taken from me again. When I tried to make my appointment it was marked, Appointments with Doctor only. No one even told me, they just changed my chart. I have to see the doc once a week, the perinatologist once a week, and get ultrasounds every two weeks. It just al seems like so much.
To top it off I was sent to the hospital straight from the doctors office in adrenal crisis where I had to fight them to not keep me, but they said if i had to come back again I was staying. the worst part is that I was told I would have to get an epidural because my body would not be able to handle the stress of labor and it could be dangerous for me if I have a crisis during labor.
I am so crushed. Of course there is very little info about this to read and every thing I have read says I have to do things this way..... It just sucks. This is my last baby and I wanted to have a peaceful labor.