If I were superstitious, I would say that I am not meant to post here. I wrote a nice intro post the other night, and then my puppy walked past and pulled my laptop cord out, and it crashed and I lost it. I did another this morning, and then MDC went down, and I lost that one too.
I am hesitant enough to post here in the first place, and it's kind of like the universe is telling me not to! But a few people have told me that I should check this thread out - most recently, a certain raptor-loving friend (and GRAD!). I've ummed and ahhhed about it for a while now. You can see in my sig that I'm certainly not the technical definition of "infertile", and I don't really wanna be in a place that I'm going to make anyone uncomfortable.
But, I've been here (MDC) a long while now. My "safe" threads, and their inhabitants have all but disappeared (ie, successful pregnancies). I've been posting in the loss forums for what feels like a million years (three, actually), but I really don't fit there anymore. It has had an incredibly high turnover in recent months, and I am getting tired of putting energy into people who ultimately leave and never come back. I guess most of the women there really can't relate to recurrent loss. Also, I'm getting into some pretty in depth testing, and plan on very high intervention in the next phase of ttc/pregnancy, which I don't think a lot of people understand either.
Anyhow, I've been reading along here for the last week or so. I recognise a few faces too . I thought I should just throw myself out there and see if y'all would mind me hanging out here.
If you think it will be awkward, just tell me - I can take it. I won't be offended.
PS: Sila - I'm glad you had such a productive RE appointment.