sometimes they are so cute you totally forgive their transgressions, and I think Esme hit the mark on that one.
I am going to talk to June's dr about speech therapy, the girls and I are about the only ones who can understand her and even then their is a large amount we can't understand, she's getting more and more words too which is making it harder because so many words sound the same as other words. Most of what I figure out is because of context, so if she comes up to me with something not related to anything that's going on I am pretty clueless.
Also I am super annoyed with Hubs because I went to pay bills only to find out what he has been paying is past due amounts and not the current stuff, so everything is so far behind and I am trying to play catch up but with owing $1700 in bills and him just bringing in $600 a week and needing $200 or so to travel to the job it's just not cutting it, all this and I get the "joy" of being a parent by myself to 4 kids. After 2 weeks alone I told him I wanted to go to Joann's by myself (and by myself I mean with the 3 month old because I'm not leaving a 3 month old) and he said yes, but then I looked at his account and realized I can't in good conscience go spend $50.00 even if it is for supplies to make diaper covers to sell. Especially when his old boots finally gave out and he HAS to get new boots. I'm just super frustrated with the whole damn thing. Be caus eof Jo-anns, because they could come shut off a utility, because I told him to buy boots when we actually had a bit of money we could get away with not spending on bills and he didn't listen. I am so tired of being broke and alone, I'm a damn country song and it sucks.