I am so sorry to hear of this! :( Hang in there!!!
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TheByr: Oh my friend. I am sobbing right now. I am so sorry. There are never any words for this that make you feel even the tiniest inkling of better. Please just keep some faith going... you are beautiful and awesome, and you will be happy again. You absolutely will. So many hugs and lots of positive thoughts coming your way. Xo.
I've come into this thread a few times, Thebyr to give my heartfelt condolences.... they seem so lacking though. Words, while mighty powerful, are nothing in the face of loss. I do want you to know that I am thinking of you often, I'm sending as much love and healing as I can muster your way. I wish that you are able to embrace your grief wholly and be gentle with yourself, Again, lots of love from me to you... lifting you up. (((hugs)))
There just really aren't words - especially because of the callousness of the 'professionals' you dealt with. I am glad you were at least able to see and hold your little one, but I am so sad that you couldn't keep her. Your family will be in my prayers.
And I second the suggestion of visiting the Pregnancy & Birth Loss forum here, if and when you are ready. There are other mamas there who have been through similar situations, losing their babies around the same time in their pregnancy as your precious little girl.
Hugs and prayers to you.