Oh, Femmeknitzi, those dreams are awful!! I had two dreams the other night. In the first, my sister was my midwife and I gave birth on a ferry boat. It was beautiful, painless, and awesome! Then I woke up to pee, and my dream after that was that we were in our our actual midwife's office and she couldn't find a heartbeat. She sent us for an ultrasound, but she was pretty positive that the baby was not okay. It was awful. I was crying and crying in my dream. And it has haunted me since. :(
(I should mention that the next night, I had a dream that I was chased by zombies, and then turned into one, but I was one of a group of sentient zombies. It was weird and tremendously vivid. My DP said, "See, dreams are dreams. Birth, miscarriage, zombie. All dreams." It definitely put it into perspective!) :)
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