Deborah, I am So sorry. Your message broke my heart. Just know we are all here for you if you need to vent or want support.
rcr- i love those little q caps. all of my cycles with stims required me to use mix the gonal f into my menopur, so the routine you have now is my usual. the qcaps are EXCELLENT for getting every little last drop out of the bottles. as far as meds stuck in the needle, i wouldn't stress. considering the needles are manufactured with that space, i am sure they account for a certain amount of loss. i used to panic at first because sometimes a drop or so of the meds would seep out after i injected them, but my RE always told me not to worry. It's the same way the meds come with extra units (600 when it should be 450) because they know you won't be able to get a bit out, etc.
blue- that nurse sucks. seriously. just because she wasn't into email doesn't mean she can discredit what you asked for. no respect!
saphrons, looks like a + to me! keep us posted.
afm, thanks ladies for the great idea of just going to pick up the records myself! it's only a 20 minute drive and that way I won't have to worry about having them faxed to work... even though most of my coworkers know what is going on, i wouldn't want them to see all of my personal details! DH convinced me to go out for an ice cream cone for dinner, so i guilted him into doing a pilates video with me. it was hilarious! i also just got my copy of the infertility cure in the mail, so i'm a few chapters in. it's pretty interesting so far.