Wow, I'm so sorry! What a roller coaster ride - I keep thinking about the possibility of losing this LO and even though it was completely unplanned and a not entirely convenient surprise, losing this baby now would leave such a big hole in our lives already... I hope you'll cope well. hugs!
Thanks. :) I really think it's the mass of support I'm getting this time around. Last time I got NOTHING. I had 2 women from my old congregation come visit and a few times people expressed condolences, but this time I have an entire group of women who are calling, coming by, taking my kids for the day, whatever I needed. I'm so much better off this time. I have my bad moments, usually at home at the end of the night, and I sleep with a stuffed animal (yes, at 34 yrs old lol), but during the day I do ok as long as I'm busy. It's so different than last time.