When I got pregnant the last time, I prayed everynight and really wanted to have a happy nine months.. it didnt end that way and i had a mc in November of 2011. We found out last week that i was pregnant when i missed my period. Went for an u/s today, and the OB said that i'm about five weeks. All i saw was a tiny black spot. I went today because Iwasnt feeling really well, my initial appointment was for next week,.. but went anyway because I had a bad case of diarrhea and thats how my mc started back in November. The OB says dont worry, everything looks good. But i cant help but feel terrified. I dont want to be disappointed . I haven't prayed or relaxed or even breathed easy in the last week. Sometimes i feel fine and in the evenings i feel terrible. I'm excited but at the same time scared :(
Anyone else that has been through this and come out fine or survived??? Thanks for reading and sorry for the negativity..i just need hope.