apparently things change fast - I feel very awkward, tired, and moody/spacey today. it all just hit me at once. I even peed myself a little this afternoon during a sneeze :( I have a feeling that the fun/normal-feeling part of pregnancy is officially over. but I made it to almost 36 weeks before this is all hitting me... I think that's pretty good. who knows, maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and I'll feel fine again
I've gained at least 30 pounds so far. I don't go to the OB office anymore since I'm exclusively getting care from my midwives, so I don't know. part of me cares because I've been conditioned to not want to gain too much in general (and I grew up around people who care a lot about weight), and part of me doesn't care at all because I know everyone gains differently and I'm having a healthy pregnancy. given that I eat well and I'm regularly active, it really shouldn't be an issue. I do regret weighing myself at all this pregnancy, actually. I don't think it's useful information for me.
eta: my 36 week appointment is tomorrow and I just realized that I never found a pediatrician. I completely forgot, and I'm supposed to have that sorted out by now. so I'm a little flustered and panicked to find someone who will be ok with delayed/selective vax. I wish I hadn't forgotten to do this.
Edited by maryamrose - 4/4/12 at 10:01pm