Kind of freaking out. Also, completely confused emotionally..... was not a planned preg, was totally ambiviant about it, finally coming to terms with idea of being preg. and new baby, etc. now....?
First appointment today at 7w3d by LMP, measured at 7w1d by transvaginal ultrasound. No heartbeat. U/S tech saying "no big deal" but then huge weird deal to get me to see OB right away, 2 people came in and ask "are you bleeding?" (no, I'm not but thanks for letting me know I will be soon).
OB says slim chance this will be a healthy preg. (so positive! - really hate doctors 99% of the time). Need to go back next Monday for another u/s but when I described to him in detail my cycles (NEVER more than 28 days, average over last 6 month 25.5 days) and that there were only 2 possible dates of conception (2/16 and 2/27), he said that it is unlikely that I'm LESS far along than LMP would suggest (which could explain no heartbeat).
I am pretty sure I've had a heartbeat as early as 6 weeks with my 3 other to-term pregnancies.
Any advice on how to proceed if/when I do start bleeding? I'm terrified of a D&C, thoughts on how to avoid? Anything I can/should do besides just try to get through Easter (traveling to Boston w/kids, staying in hotel - guess I'll ), and to the next u/s?
I had one m/c before but it was 20 years ago my frist ever preg, I was 19 and went straight to the ER as soon as I started bleeding, they kept me there for hours and then did a d&C. I'd like to avoid that scenario.
Oh, and doc also said there are blood clots in uterus which also could indicated I will "start bleeding soon".
Also, pap abnormal and need another colp. as if I needed more bad news today.