I woke up this morning with cramps and bleeding. I had a feeling yesterday that this was about to happen but was hoping it was just me being worried. I'm so sad and disappointed. I conceived so quickly after we started trying, which was such a nice change after having to see an RE for my first two kids. Now my pregnancy history is two sticky pregnancies on metformin and clomid, and two miscarriages on metformin alone. I have to decide whether to keep trying on my own or get back on the infertility hamster wheel. And I had just started washing maternity clothes for my poor bloated belly.
My husband is staying home from work and taking the kids somewhere so I can have a sick day. I'll rest and put heat on my belly. I might send some emails around to see if there's an RE with a good reputation among the holistic crowd. The last one I went to was such an ass. Major god complex- super into how he was "getting me pregnant" , wanted to do every test under the sun despite how easily I conceived my first, and wanted to bring me in for weekly scans and blood tests for the first ten weeks of pregnancy. Some women feel reassured by all the testing but I thought it was ridiculous and mostly a way to pad his pockets.
Anyway. Good luck to all of you. Hopefully I will wave to you from another DDC not too long from now.