I am struggling so much right now. I am going to school and have a 9,6, and 2.5 year old. I am behind in everything school to the point I really don't think I can catch up. I can't let go of a semester because of loans/grants. If I let these classes slide I will get reduced funding next term and that's how I live--I don't have a job, can't find a job. I've been on interviews, but don't get hired and this is a very rural town--not much anyway. I am giving up $30 yet again for a day of child care, even though I can't afford it, and I still can't get my I&% together. DHS won't pay childcare for me (whole 'nother story), no child support, and our family is issuing with our neighbor (single mom with kids) so I keep having to hear her crap on top of my own. I cannot bring myself together. I need a break now! Not 3,5,6 weeks from now. I have no idea what to do.