Well... I guess I'm admitting it to someone other than my hubby.
It was completely unexpected.
It went a little something like this..
Condom broke. Freaked out, thinking I would get pregnant. Came to terms with it. Then realized I didn't ovulate until about a week after we had sex.. So then I was thinking, "okay, not pregnant... good."
Took a HPT on Saturday (which also happened to be my birthday)... thinking it was going to show a BFN...
Imagine my surprise when it said I was pregnant.
So I figured, 'Okay, that test was old (from my first baby), so... we'll buy some new ones)"..
Two more tests taken.. two more BFP.
I guess I just need to talk to someone... because honestly, I'm freaking out.
This will be our second child, and we definitely wanted more children... I just wanted to wait longer.
Our daughter just turned one in March... I wanted to wait until she was about 3 before we had another one.
So, I guess, I'm just upset that my plans clearly aren't happening. And that we'll have another baby by the end of the year.
Ugh... I was just so sure I wasn't pregnant.
In fact - I feel like I'm about to get my period... which should have either come today or tomorrow.
So it's all confusing. And... ugh... I honestly just didn't want to be pregnant right now.
I feel like the worst mom in the world for not wanting to be pregnant right now.
I'm hoping it'll get better...
Thanks for reading my vent... Just needed someone to talk to.