Is anyone else experiencing isolation? I have felt pretty lonely the whole time, but it's recently been getting a little worse. I feel this is probbaly for a few reasons - one - my friends dont want to be around me bc all I do is complain about being pregnant - 2 - my friends who can't get pregnant for various reasons are jealous - 3 - im not drinking alcohol so they think I won't want to be invited along (this one sounds ridiculous, especially bc most of my friends are in their 30s, but I feel that its totally true - and this is especially upsetting because I will not be drinking again even after the baby is born, which is hard enough, but I feel its the right choice for me)
I just feel so alone. I have been really sick for a long time, so I've been hiding out at home, but it hurts my feelings that no one calls to check on me. Am I just being paranoid? What is it going to be like when I have the baby? I have no idea how to make new friends, but I feel that I need to bc I don't feel like the friends I had care about me anymore.