...and I am in Wisconsin.
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Thanks for all the kind words.
I'm in Iowa. My momma is here now, which helps. I've got a bunch of horrible stuff to figure out in the next few days, but I'll check in. I guess I'm still kind of in shock. DP's mom came over last night and, I assume in her grief, said some horrible things to me. To the effect of "if you hadn't gotten together my son would still be alive" like she blames me for the love of my life and our son being ripped from me. Did a number on my soul.
Last night was really hard. DS usually sleeps in the crook of my arm, and DD kind of just lays all over me and DP. I had my mom sleep with us because the bed just felt so empty with just me and DD. I couldn't sleep at all.
I'll try to respond to all the pms, and I'm sorry if I don't get to them.
Don't worry about responses. Just make sure you let us know if there's anything we can do, I know I want nothing more to be able to rush to your side and just be there, but alas, I'm in Louisiana. But if you need something and we can do it, I'm sure we'll figure out how. I can't imagine what you're dealing with right now, there are just no words. I'm so sorry your DP's mom was so unkind. I hope she can find a more productive way to grieve, quickly.
Much love and many prayers...