Holy cow... part of this is going to be very vague, but it has to be. Everything makes me want to cry and the stresses in life that I normally handle well is going to be the end of me. My brain is consumed with all of the upcoming events in life that will take place during pregnancy and shortly after birth. It's like this pregnancy is a countdown...usually I am prepared mentally and emotionally, but this time I am an emotional wreck. I know my feelings are valid, but they are just overwhelming and I know it's the hormones. The best I can do now is remind myself that I am pregnant and emotional, and this too shall pass. Been there, done that... I handled our lifestyle so much better when I was pregnant with my DS and after he was born. This has taken me by surprise... and I am so glad my DH tries to understand and has great shoulders to cry one.
Thank you for reading my vent.