So, I had this really vivid dream last night about seeing the baby via ultrasound, with my two kids there with me. We were marveling at how much s/he looks like an elephant (!) and I woke up with this overwhelming sense that all was ok in the pregnancy. When I went to the bathroom a little later, I noticed a few small drops of blood (red, not old blood) on the toilet paper. My heart sank, and I was shaking. I wiped again and again, and then I realized that I think I have wiping too hard and actually rubbed my skin a bit dry/raw. I almost called my midwife to see if I can come in to try to hear the heartbeat, but I am just 10 weeks today, so I know there is a chance I wouldn't be able to, and then I would be doubly freaked out. I hate the first trimester waiting game.