I felt similar my last pregnancy but was going through extremely trying circumstances, now I feel the same, just different circumstances but I don't feel like leaving my bed, interacting with anyone, doing anything. I am working harder at hiding my pregnancy that feeling anything happy you feel when your expecting, Im not excieted, Im dreading the storm that will be coming. I was second guessing being with my partner, I even thought about abortion. My partner is leaving soon for Alberta so, like my first child, Ill be alone during pregnancy. My family is going to be furious, but I cant leave, I live with them. Ill be leaving everything after I have the baby to move out to Alberta, Ill be having the baby here without the dad.
This is all very similar to when I was pregnant at 19 and was a single mother the entire pregnancy, birth and 18 months until I met my partner now and I never wanted to have another like that...and here I am at nearly 2 months pregnant