Wow I haven't posted in awhile.
Courtney: Yikes! I rarely bend over in the Moby because I'm afraid of that. I always squat.
Saudade: Any idea why you're having such trouble? Have you seen an IBCLC? I don't remember all the details of your story but have you looked into a posterior tongue tie? It may be that because of a tie that your baby isn't transferring milk very well, which means your supply drops, etc.
AFM: Tavian is officially a thumb sucker! I love it, it means he actually self-soothes. I hate that phrase because I associate it with CIO and forcing "independence" on a baby, but sometimes T just wants to sit in the bouncer and suck his thumb until he feels better. It's pretty awesome. I've been really struggling lately. It feels much like my first trimester depression, where I'll be a total wreck for a few days then fine for a week or so. Friday was the bad day, but I've been normal since Saturday afternoon. I don't know what to do besides ride it out.